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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Yuck

I just realized that Valentines Day is less then a week away and I am yet again alone... I have also gained 0.4lbs... putting my at 226.6... which sucks... how ever I did lose 0.5 of an inch off of each bicep... and 0.1% bF. How ever if I was thinner perhaps I wouldn't be alone again... I hate being alone... it makes me really upset... I hate how fat I am, and I really hate that I can't see any of my bones.... the only part of my body I like are my wrists... because they feel boney... and to make it even worse... for V-day... I'm going to see Avatar... in 3D... with my sister... who is at least 2 sizes bigger then me and thinks I eat just as much... only I dont even eat as much as her when I binge its digusting... sorry enough with the rant...
Stay strong lovelies.
I want to be perfect, I NEED to be perfect.
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6 comments:

  1. MegFebruary 9, 2010 at 7:18 AM

    I know exactly what you're talking about. I can even feel the same you do. I am, as you are, alone for a Valentine's day and the only one I can blame for that is me. And my terrible body.
    So I'm here for you, knowing how you feel.
    Everything will be better, just keep going and stay strong darling.
    ~ Meg

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  2. Ana's GirlFebruary 9, 2010 at 7:33 AM

    Valentines day is just a shitty holiday... Guys always break up with me right before it. Let's protest and wear all black! Lol.

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  3. tracyFebruary 9, 2010 at 8:35 AM

    ...i like the black idea....only i know my husband has ordered me something nice...something i don't deserve....something cool from Israel...and here i am with little $ and no ideas...he keeps saying it's a "girl's holiday". Sigh. i don't e v e n want to think about my FAT.....

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  4. embreFebruary 9, 2010 at 1:34 PM

    valentines day can kiss my ass!
    every one has sucked with or without a guy so dont feel too down lol. and hey, seeing a movie with your sister sounds like alot more fun than ill be having(better than what im doing, cooking a meal for 3 hrs and getting nothing in return).if it ends up sucking too much you can always sleep right through feb 14 and just pretend that date doesnt exsist.:)
    stay strong
    meg

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  5. AnonymousFebruary 10, 2010 at 9:35 AM

    valentines day is single awareness day =/

    I've heard avatars amazing though

    I'm going to be alone too, its okay =)

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  6. SabrinaFebruary 10, 2010 at 2:19 PM

    Avatar is really good, I've already seen it twice... the only thing that worries me is the amount of junk my sister is going to expect me to eat.

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