Mistake

So I went out to the bar after my friend left, and realized what a huge mistake I had made. There is no way that I'm over Joseph, so there is no way I can be with this new guy. Gah! So now I'm in a mess. I know that I want to be with Joseph and will wait for him, but I don't want to crush this other guys heart. I was thinking about it, and I was like, "As soon as I say Joseph my breath hitched and I got really warm and couldn't think... This other guy I only have friend feelings for".... guess I have to go break a heart.