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Sunday, June 20, 2010

So Done

I'm so sick of being treated like shit. I want nothing more then just die and leave no evidence behind. I want to be beautiful and thin when I die, so I can't stop yet. I am still so grossly fat it disgusts everyone, but me most of all. SO now I have to get serious... like really serious. I am getting close to another goal, and want to get there fast. So here is the plan. Swimming at least 3 times a week, weight training twice, and some other form of cardio 2 times for at least 30 minutes. And if I keep eating the way I have been (minus today, we had a family gathering for Father's day), I'll be set. Oh well I'm going to get it. I'm going to, because I have to to be beautiful.
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4 comments:

  1. LizJune 21, 2010 at 5:44 AM

    You sound like you're doing great :) Don't worry, you'll get there.

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  2. AnonymousJune 21, 2010 at 6:00 AM

    You are not alone we are all here for you and you will do this!
    stAy stroNg! thiN(k) thiN!
    xoxo lyndee

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  3. HanaJune 21, 2010 at 9:41 AM

    you'll get there in no time don't worry you have a great plan! <33

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  4. Ana's GirlJune 22, 2010 at 4:26 PM

    Aww, hunny... I've felt that way before. Like i just wanna die, but i can't because i won't make a pretty corpse at all... Hang in there, love. I know it'll get better for you. You so deserve the very best of everything.

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