So March isn't a good month for me. On the 9th of March 2009, my graduating year of high school, one of my friends couldn't handle everything that was going on anymore and took a gun to his head. Now that it is getting close to that day, my life starts falling apart. It's the time of year when I go back to cutting, when air is enough, and when I just want to smoke like nobody's business.
But I have to be strong, make sure that no one know's I'm hurting.... but all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry. I just don't know what to do right now that doesn't hurt.
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well you can share your pain with us here. let it out. i hope you can resist cutting because death is a shitty thing to deal with and i there aren't any words to make it ok even though i wish there were and i could write them to you
ReplyDeletestay strong