Results

So I can't say that Valentines day sucked... JJ came over this morning at like 10:30... so I had barely even made it out of bed... we cuddled and watched a couple of movies, went to the theater to watch Percy Jackson... then he came over later in the evening and we snuggled some more... however his dad wouldn't let him stay the night. :( He is well aware of my boundaries and that he is going to have to wait for me, and hes ok with that. So I also just did my weigh in and such and the results are as follows:

Weight: 222.0 (2.0lbs away from my first goal!)
Body Fat: 39.9 (-1.0% in total)
Inches: -0.75 this week


So I am gradually seeing results... fitting into pants I haven't worn in threes years. I am also excited that I am so close to my first goal. Of course being slightly happier then I have been makes it easier... it also makes it easier that JJ is basically borderline anorexic. He moved away for a few months and lost 45lbs, and now he only eats when he's really hungry or someone makes him... like this morning... I had one slice of toast with a little bit of nutella, he had three lol... then he didn't eat until supper... So when I'm with someone who is never eating it makes it easier for me to not eat. Anyway I thought we could all do with some good news... so that is mine... Happier, close to goal 1... and really hungry as I post this... but going to bed once I hit publish.

Goodnight my lovelies, stay strong.

I want to be perfect, I NEED to be perfect.

So last night after my semi-binge, I rode my stationary bike for a whil did a little bit of strength training, then sat on my butt until 2am. Of coursse when I went to bed I tossed and turned, feeling unworthy and fat. I sat up and decided that since I couldn't sleep I might as well get up and do some real working out. I popped in my Slim in 6 dvd and re-started the program. I realized this morning that I need to recommit, and post all of my results.
Weight: 226.2 (-3.6 this week)
B: 45.5
W: 38.0
H: 46.0
RT: 27.25
LT: 27.5
RC: 17.0
LC: 17.0
Ankle: 8.75
RA: 15.75
LA: 15.75
Wrist: 6.25
Neck: 15.5
Body Fat: 40.5% (-0.4 overall)

Yes I know all of mmy numbers are horrid, but I also didn't lose any inches this week, which sucks. But on the plus side I did lose more weight than I thought I had. So this week I'm going to try to not binge as much, and do the Slim in 6 everyday, cause it's only 25minutes long, but it's really intense. So I figure I should be able to lose a bunch of weight this week and inches if I'm actually working out. Because this last week I didn't work out at all which kind of makes me feel bad for losing 3.6 pounds.... oh well... Going to be posting the 4th part ot my story later.
Stay strong!!!