Liars

So every time I feel down because of the way I look, my friends are like "But you are so pretty." And I'm like well then how come guys don't think so? I'm just too fat. And them they are like "You are not fat!" But in reality I'm about 100lbs over weight which makes me morbidly obese. But they they say "That doesn't make you fat!"
But if you are 100lbs overweight how can you not be fat? I can see the gross disgusting fat hanging off of my bones and I hate it. However because of my stupid emotional eating I eat every time I get upset. I'm trying to change that. I want to get into the habit of doing something more constructive when I'm upset, something like writing, or playing the piano, or workout. So right now I'm going to list some of my goals.
1.Become beautiful (duh, every girls dream)
2.Find better friends
3.Get control of my eating
4.Snag a guy
5.See bone (hips especially)
6.Be happy with who I am
7.Learn how to do different workouts
8.Workout more often
9.Eat healthier foods
10.Don't be so obsessive